Today will be a simple day. Bishan to get something later on and then, Twlight-New Moon later! (L)(L)(L) Heh* Won't be updating again tonight le. Take cares all. :D

Today was a good start then, not. It sucks totally. ): But anyway, it's already over.. ;)

Reached hours early but basically did nothing but quarrels. =/ Finally over near movie timing therefore straight down and meet up with Yy and dom to collect the tickets from them.

Caught 2012 together but at 2 different ends. x: Movie was nice. Almost having climax throughout the movie? Lol. But it lasted longer than expected. 2.5++hrs. & there goes my very first meal of the day. Ate at Central, had the XO fried rice. Not as nice as that time i had. Hmm...

Then! Met Jiasing and co afterwhich~ To get somethings and up to prepare a surprise for Yy. :D So excited la. HAHA.

Dom then blind fold her, walk passed us at first as we ain't ready yet. Back and Ta-dah ~ ~~~ US with a birthday cake. :D :D :D Hope it was really a success. Lol. Sing song, photos and blahblahblah. Slacked for half and hour or so and home sweet home.

It was almost full attendance today.. & I bet Yy must be really happy to see all turned up la. Right? :D

p/s: iloveyou, <3

Been lack of updates these few days. People missed me? :P I've been fine and am alright already, so don't worry!

As i'm back ~ heh,

Round off about my weekdays, see if only you're interested. BUT, there will be some missing details due to secrets. Haha. Alrights, so here it goes.. Fyi, it will be short and sweet one cause way too many days.

Monday ,
Was looking forward for th jap test but it turns out to be quite difficult la! Because of that pronunciation. Zzz. Anyway, blahblahblahh, and headed down to Bishan with jiasing after school. :D To look for somethings and only back around evening.

Tuesday,
School's boring and went no where .

Wednesday,
Com skill taught about conflicts management. Sounds interesting? But, easy to be said; hard to be done(?). Someday i'll blog about the mind map to share with everyone .... muahah* See, how nice am I. :P

After school, jiasing came over for awhile and off to tampines to get something again. Jiasing was tired but still went along? (Y)(L)(K) Then, only done by late evening. Which was already 9 by then.. Accompanied her to wait for bus and over to inter to meet L. :P

Though it's late, really didn't want him to come over.. x; Anyways, thanks L. For everything .. <3

Today th Thursday,
MF test was alright, hopes it does for the next week's as today was only the trail test. Anyhows, school was long day for today.. 9-5pm, tiring can.. :S

Then, over to jiasing's place to get something from her which i left with her yesterday?? Haha. This whole week have been almost out everyday with jiasing ehh.. Spending more with her than L already. hmm* lol. Anyhows, tomorrow's holiday! One full day for us. Err, not exactly though.. ):

However, hopes tomorrow will turn out well. LOVES* <3

Last but not least,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to NG SONG LING ♥ !

Cried?
Yes and it's more than i can count. Even tear`ed in school & hopefully no one caught it.

Why denied?
Cause i don't want to make you even more upset, moreover, i wanna be strong. I don't wanna depend, don't wanna rely and don't wanna get pampered too much by you.

Why cry then?
I don't know why either, the feeling just sucks totally. With everything left blanks instead of answers. Maybe this is what i should get for i always did it.

Why feeling so down?
Told you, i really really don't-know-why! :S

Maybe i'm just having serious moodswing or split personality huh?

& note this, L, it ain't your fault for all this? It's just .. well, i really don't know at times it's because of me or you. But more or less, it couldn't have been you. ;)

If you're abstructing, then i'm what? =/

Anyhows L, i love you and i need you still. Together till your head grow full of white hairs & left w only one or two tooth. :P

p/s: still feeling no good though .. ): ): ):

Oooalrights, here it goes..

I'm sorry to always saying stuffs that will hurt you and then, made me go emo.. (& i seriously hate th word, EMO)
I'm sorry to always giving you attitudes
I'm sorry to always jokes about being angry and spoil the day then
I'm sorry to always pushing you away
so on and on..

I'm really sorry, ok?

So many that i hated about myself being of. Yah, so what's about the presentation that i just presented last week? Wells, it's all nonsense, bullshit and rubbish! There's nothing i'm proud of being and about myself at all, nothing. I don't deserve anything good, bad will be it huh? So maybe i shall just stop thinking of anything good will happen to me..

It always started with plenty of stuffs to talk about till nothing at all.. Sucks it is! Idk why either, what's with all this.. It's always me and ya-ya-ya..

Fked up with so many thingys, uncontrollable darn mood and uncontrollabe venting of angers.. & hopes the pain will ease with the help of another ..

I'm just nothing.

p/s: & i know you won't be happy seeing this post, but sorry, i just can't help it.